Sunday, November 09, 2008
waa bloody hell. i feel so fuckingly stressed up. feel so helpless cuz i know i've ten thousand things to study but insifficient time to do so. feel so helpless cuz i've gt totally zero confidence for the exams that are coming up. wat the hell. i've gt a feeling that even working hard may not guarantee good results. wats even worse tt i'm not working hard enough. sat burnt up cuz of dance and tuition. and then today burnt cuz i'm so tired i can't concentrate. and then i think so much when i try to sleep that i wake up feeling even worse cuz i dun feel better plus i've wasted my freaking time sleeping. shit.
aaaarrrggghhh. ranting cuz i hope i'd feel better after this. can't wait for freaking exams to finish. dance performance. dance exams. scchool exams. tuitions... am i getting weaker? used to be able to cope with so much in the past. was totally incontrol of my time and commitments.. wats happening. getting dumber maybe. aiya. watever.
hate to bitch but yea. watever la. getting back to my studies already. suck.
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