Wednesday, December 05, 2007
hi ppl i'm back! haha.. si hui fu ran.. actually wanted to stop blogging already since i'm soo lazy budden was reading other ppl's blog and then my laziness seemed to have disappeared temporarily.. lol..
omg! everyone's getting so emo these few days.. especially my classmates.. lol.. maybe it's cuz 12/06's largely made up of scholars and when ppl leave there's a high prob tt we wun be seeing them again... budden i dun seem to and can't seem to feel much.. no surge of happiness when we were eating the $43 lunch buffet with e class nor an immense sadness that threatens to wash me away when prom ended.. all of it juz seemed like a dream.. wonder when i'll wake up from it..
lol.. emo!! budden durin times like tt i'd ask myself wat the hell's wrong with me? i've gt everything tt an average person can possibly have.. a loving family, wonderful mum who takes me shoppin and cares so so much for me, a brother whom i can laugh with, bestest friends in my life (u noe who u are), a sheltered life, no experience of being bullied except for being laughed at for being err slightly chubby, e ability to dance and brains enuff to at least get into a jc. apart from a missing bf i've gt practically everything and i still get into these temporary bout of depression.. wth..
haha.. okie enuff of sad stuffs.. prom ended yesterday.. felt soooo out of place when i stepped into marina mandarin.. a sea of black sia.. for ten mins kee and i din dare to step into e crowd la.. lol.. oh yea budden i love my hair! wahaha.. e highlights rock man! yay.. although it cost $75.. mama's money.. so xin tong she had to spend so much money on me.. budden it's ok shall work hard to earn more money so tt can send them on tours in e future.. haha.. yay.. not bad.. i have at least one goal in life.. lol.
oh yea b4 i forget i'd really like to thank yy (ah tong) for helping with my make up yesterday.. she's damn pro with e mascara la.. haha.. and thank you all those who took pics with me.. thank kee for caring so much about details tt may seem minor but matters alot (kbox cum going home ordeal yesterday night). poor girl cried yesterday.. felt so helpless but hope things will turn out ok for you soon darlin.. in e meantime have faith yea? loves!!
haha ok actually alot of things to blog about budden i'm getting tired once again.. lol.. gd night! back to bang bang tang!! haha rocks!
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