Friday, June 08, 2007
right. it's been a very erm eventful month. haha.
sprained my right ankle once again one month ago (29 days ago to be exact). haiz it was pure stupidity and sueh-ness. was chasing after someone because of some reverie tix admin stuff and didn't notice the damn drain. didnt cry then, just felt a bit numb cuz i didn't know wat to do. only when i saw sharon later ouside the LT did reality hit me. i cried. haha. not cuz of e pain but cuz i was so afraid tt i wudn't be able to take part in e concert.
anws, e sprain this time round was much worse den last year. i could still limp around last year and still managed to perform on heels for reverie 2 even tho i sprained it juz 2 days before the concert. baahx. so i went to sinseh no. 1 whom i suspected made it worse cuz i seriously couldn't walk after tt. den i went to get an x-ray. doc said i would most likely be able to recover in one month's time so i gt my crutches and proceeded to waiting for ankle to heal. however apparently stupidity hit me three more times in the following weeks. i mangaed to fall thrice on my crutches. wasn't really my fault. twice cuz the floor was damn bloody slippery and one more time cuz my arms gave way when i was going up the stairs with the crutches. unreliable things. can someone smart out there go invent some crutches tt ain't so dangerous? baahx! yea. so even tho' i went regularly to sinseh no. 2 who was quite goo actually, i didn't manage to heal in time for my dance concert (reverie 3).
ended up as the audience for the first part and den had to go backstage durin interval for the finale. den shimin and mar passed me my present backstage, consisting of a set of pink+ white pretty clothes in a white bag/purse ( cuz they wanted me to blend in with them since they were all wearing pink and white for the finale item). thank you sm, mar, kee, yh, wy, c.lim,fanny for it! :)
crutches are troublesome too. couldn't carry my own bag and file so my frenz had to help me carry them, look for classrooms, carry my crutches when i no longer need them, walk the longer with me so tt i could use the one and only lift in school, wait with me for my parents, wait for me to arrive in school, help me to the toilet, help me buy food, and even carry me up and down the stairs.. to all my dear friends (u noe who u are) who've helped me in one way or another, thank you so so very much.. i really do appreciate it and i'm really sorry for bringing so much trouble to all of u.. :(
oh ya and thank you to the dancers who still believed in me and did not leave me out altho' i didn't manage to dance and practice and toil with all of u to make this reverie a success.. ...
oh well enuff emo-ing for today..
[loved you`]
at 9:40 PM
