Sunday, April 30, 2006
sometimes it seems that i realli feel nothin no more.
maybe it's cuz itz realli over or maybe cuz i'm so numb i'm supposed to feel nothin aymore.
wasn't me who wanted to be numb
but i had to be to prevent me frm bleeding again and again
've built a wall around my heart
a fragile wan though
but however fragile it is
i promise to keep it strong cuz it has to be
still dunno if i've done the right thing so many months ago
shrugs
dun wanna think about it cuz it only brings back pain
but then again, maybe feelin pain is better than feelin nothin at all
deep into the night
memories sometimes come flooding back
i welcome them with open arms so that i will feel sth other than numbness
time has healed (mostly)
and they have become more and more seldom
i guess its a good thing
i know letting it go should be e right thing to
i shall wait
although it'll take a long time
for e scar to heal
i hope it will
lol.i'm pro. and thank you those who tagged. i feel loved!! wahaha..
[loved you`]
at 2:08 PM
